Ghost Town Alive Edition

歌詞

[Cig:] You ever ask yourself like "What's the point of it? Like why even wake Up anymore?" Shit, aint nuthin' ever gonna change man, same shit everyday. I Heard Erin's my guardian angel, well if that's the case, heaven watch over me Yo [Cig:] Got my moms personality, my fathers temper Look into my eyes and stare, it's as cold as Decembers The attitude is fuck it, anybody could get it Whomever, whenever, I don't give a fuck, it's whatever Days have been better, my nights have been worse It's kind of hard lookin' at you Katy, up in a herse I feel like I could've saved you from what you did Say goodbye to someone you know since you were a 4 year old kid? I can't do it, you said I could help you, I've been through it Now I'm wishin' I took up your proposition but I blew it And I knew it as soon as you committed suicide I didn't say nuthin' but there was a tear in my eye Which is hard, cause I don't show emotion, I got pride I thought about it myself, but I decided to survive In my brothers eyes, I'm a hero, he thinks I'mma make him rich But I can't look at him and let him know it's cause of this weed that I pitch Heard life's a bitch, well fuck it till you're done Never tuck it, just buck it son, and never fuckin' run And all this bullshit I don't deserve it none Got me feelin' like I don't even deserve to cum, so [Chorus:] Sometimes I wonder why I'm even alive Like what's the point of it and why even try? Outside we're happy but it's all just a lie Join me and turn to angels up in the sky, as I puff my L [Cig:] I gotta blow up, I gotta get signed, I gotta blow up, I gotta kick rhymes I gotta do me, gotta stay on the grind, I gotta blow up, my life's on the line Ask me bout the haters, they aint never blowin' up They like cops in the hood: They aint never showin' up A lot of friends need me to get my flowin' up Gotta make a lot of ends, so I aint never slowin' up Drunk all night with questions I ask God Like "Why is it every week I get a mass card?" It's hard, but Jaime wipe away the tears you cried They say the good die young, and that's why I'm still alive There's an angel in the sky that wants you to rise Stay strong cause you got good friends by your side And as for myself, know it would be a lie If I was to say I don't ever ask myself "Why?" [Chorus] [Cig:] There's no words that express how much I love you I rap so you don't have to sell drugs too This phone keeps ringin' and I can't play Madden Or a show in the city to get this deal rappin' I'm sorry Michael, that I aint always there But please understand that I really do care Share a bond that they really can't match Weather it's life issues or you wanna play catch Cause you're the ruggedest youngin' that I know And you're lookin' more like me the more that you grow So when things are lookin' rough, I'mma guide you through it Cause I been through it, I'mma help you ride through it Pursue it, you aint gotta live the way I did Aint gotta be a man yet, enjoy bein' a kid I can't picture puttin' my life to an end Cause he's more then a brother, he's my best friend [Chorus] [Cig:] This song is dedicated to all the angels we lost in 2005. To all those Who feel there is no hope, your loss is my pain, and I am your voice. Join me And pray for a safer and better 2006. God bless your family. I feel so alive, As I puff my L