I don't know if I'm okay You're not asking either way Because of you I'm always testin' the brakes So if you leave 'least I was playin' it safe If I fall and you don't catch me I still take the blame Out of all the reasons to leave me I thought you would stay I'm so sick of gettin' so blinded From always tryin' to look where the light is I'm so sick of your silver linings And always tryin' to justify why you leave me this way Maybe I should move away Think that somethings gotta change Sometimes I wonder if it's me or this place Who would I be if I got out of LA If I fall and you don't catch me I still take the blame Out of all the reasons to leave me I thought you would stay I'm so sick of gettin' so blinded From always tryin' to look where the light is I'm so sick of your silver linings And always tryin' to justify why you leave me this way Change my mind, I give up This time I'm letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know Change my mind, I give up This time I'm letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know Change my mind, I give up This time I'm letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know Change my mind, I give up This time I'm letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know I'm so sick of gettin' so blinded From always tryin' to look where the light is I'm so sick of your silver linings And always tryin' to justify why you leave me this way