I'm not who I'm supposed to be I bring out the worst in me I see my reflection It's always in the wrong direction And now I'm back to where I started Being the bullet and a target Separate the man from the artist If I'm being honest... I'm either half awake or half asleep I'm half the man I used to be I don't much by but I'm tryin' To find a way to live when it feels like I'm dyin' I'm in the dark - I'm falling apart It shouldn't have to be so hard Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it? Keep me away - I'm trying change 'Cause I've got one foot in the grave And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons One foot in the grave Why do I always run away from the things I love? I'm tryin to learn how fix it Guess I was raised with it in my blood Afraid of commitment I'm either half awake or half asleep or half the man I used to be I don't know much by but I'm tryin' to find a way to live I'm in the dark - I'm falling apart It shouldn't have to be so hard Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it? Keep me away - I'm trying change 'Cause I've got one foot in the grave And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons One foot in the grave, grave, grave (Grave, grave, grave) One foot in the grave (Grave, grave, grave) And now I'm back where I started Being the bullet and a target Separate the man from the artist If I'm being honest... I'm in the dark - I'm falling apart It shouldn't have to be so hard Why do I carry all this weight when I don't need it? (when I don't need it) Keep me away - I'm trying change 'Cause I've got one foot in the grave And if I slip, I can't be saved from all my demons One foot in the grave, grave, grave (Grave, grave, grave) One foot in the grave (Grave, grave, grave) One foot in the grave