Maybe I should go and buy a gun Point it at the mirror make me run Now part of me has holes in it And part of me is whole We've only begun We're screaming in the belly of your car This energy is flying me to Mars Part of me is alien And part of me is ghost Falling through holes I can't decide Maybe it's enough to get by for now but I'm having the time of my life Rotting in the sun, we're inside The jaws of life Seasonal depression tortures you (So heavy I) Don't mind it 'cause I like the flavor blue (Dissolving apart) Part of me is younger now And part of me is old Trying to hold (Trying to) I can't decide Maybe it's enough to get by for now but I'm having the time of my life Rotting in the sun, we're inside The jaws of life I live in the vacant and the dark spaces In between beats of your heart Hiding in the places that you thought were empty I'm having the time of my life Rotting in the sun, we're inside The jaws of life Maybe it's enough to get by for now but I'm having the time of my life Rotting in the sun, we're inside The jaws of life