Quiet as the city air on a summer night after it rains Faster than a bolt of lightning the speed of a Japanese bullet train (a train) And you know it's always trying stay awake (stay awake) Oh but darling running ain't enough To escape from the monsters in my brain (in my brain) People say I'm quiet most of the time If only you knew what goes on in my mind (If only you knew if only you knew) What goes on in my mind (If only you knew if only you knew) (I'm not toxic I swear) Two in the morning I'm lying awake These thoughts in my brain They come out to play I'm replaying gumball to keep 'em way Deep in the silence May end up violent What an anomaly What is so wrong with me (What?) People say I'm quiet most of the time If only you knew what goes on in my mind (If only you knew if only you knew) What goes on in my mind (If only you knew if only you knew) What goes on in my What goes on in my What goes on in my (If only you knew) (If only you knew) What goes on in my What goes on in my What goes on what goes on in my mind