I wake up and see the dark Wipe away my shedding tears The coldness takes me far away The warmth of bed brings me back The thoughts in me kept me up that night She looks right into my eyes and says You destroy yourself with your pain So I drink one more glass and cry A fragment of the sun A part of me is gone The bitter fate has left scars But when there’s no sun, I’ll take the stars the days of anguish and despair Are displaced, forgotten, but still defining The redirection on the way back home Is a burden, I cannot shift off So I got used to wake up scared Disenchanted and heavy hearted But all this makes no sense When I don’t want to forget