You're the reason I feel so alive (I feel so alive) You're the craving that tears me apart from the inside You're my downfall, the one I obey (The one I obey) I'm a monster, the freak that you need and it's okay Is this sick and depraved? I see hell is defined Is this twisted or crazed or a brilliant disguise? It starts out a fantasy then turns into misery I'll be your pariah, take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality, a sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah, take it out on me I came to you like a moth to a flame I was the piece of the puzzle you played in your own game (I played your game) I should have known by the look in your eyes (But now we've gone too far) Now I'm holding on tight, trying hard just to survive Is this sick and depraved? I see hell is defined Is this twisted or crazed or a brilliant disguise? It starts out a fantasy then turns into misery I'll be your pariah, take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality, a sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah, take it out on me You know it's what I hate So come and take it out on me Is this sick and depraved? I see hell is defined Is this twisted or crazed or a brilliant disguise? It starts out a fantasy then turns into misery I'll be your pariah, take it out on me Eyes shut, no reality, a sucker for your vanity I'll be your pariah, take it out on me