This time there is no turning back Like dust in the wind I will wither away Deep down I feel this is the only solution As I face my haunting destiny I no longer feel the pain that I once did My feelings are different than before I see everything in black and white But you are still by my side Am I to blame, or is it someone else Emerging from everything that is filled with life Forced to live here on this planet But we have a choice between life and death Not able to comprehend my inner self One part of me is till not ready to let go Emotionless I strive towards the silent end Will I reach it this time? Preparing for my final departure As I behold the crescent moon I am still in control of my life As I make my timeless departure