I want you to feel this shit It's me Fivi I stayed at home fightin' my demons alone, but prayin' Watchin' how the gangsters do it I stood alone watchin' the walls in my zone, now I'm on 'Cause that's just how the gangsters do it Or I'm runnin', the devil took everything he wanted Ten toes down, I've been a hunnid And every bag I get, I'm goin' runnin' Look, 'cause I've been drippin' and ballin', I can't give up No, I ain't slippin' or fallin', that can't be us (Nah) That can't be us That can't be us God sent signs and I read 'em 'Cause they can't do nothin' to you unless you let em Supposed to give them one chance and then dead em Shit, I gave em like seven Shit, I thought they were my brethren, that's then They was in my heart, but I cured that infection I could've lost it all when a nigga got arrested That's why I thank God for these awards and these blessings They wanna rap too 'cause they see how rap changed my life But lightnin' never strike in the same spot twice Can I live? They said I couldn't do it and I did Bitch, I'm the same Fivi Foreign since a kid Bitch, I'm the same Fivi Foreign since the crib I started shinin' and them niggas stopped comin' to my vids I remember, nigga, nigga, them niggas know what it is I stayed at home fightin' my demons alone, but prayin' Watchin' how the gangsters do it I stood alone watchin' the walls in my zone, now I'm on 'Cause that's just how the gangsters do it Or I'm runnin', the devil took everything he wanted Ten toes down, I've been a hunnid And every bag I get, I'm goin' runnin' Look, 'cause I've been drippin' and ballin', I can't give up No, I ain't slippin' or fallin', that can't be us That can't be us That can't be us Let me tell you what's emotional That they can only touch you if they close to you I'm a million dollar man, nigga, look at what these vocals do The first time you ever said my name I was over you RIP Lakimah, RIP Yvette I was raised by a angel, I was taught by the best And when gang went to war, they almost shot him to death And he laid in my door, on the floor by the steps This is real nigga, I thank God for all my real niggas I pray that God give me strength so I can deal with them I don't know who gon' back door, so I don't feel niggas But I done been through so much pain, I start to heal quicker I know they mad over the 'Gram Nigga, I'm mad that I ever gave you a chance Yeah, I love this life, but I choose my family over my fans (Any day) Nigga, that's what make me a man I stayed at home fightin' my demons alone, but prayin' Watchin' how the gangsters do it I stood alone watchin' the walls in my zone, now I'm on 'Cause that's just how the gangsters do it Or I'm runnin', the devil took everything he wanted Ten toes down, I've been a hunnid And every bag I get, I'm goin' runnin' Look, 'cause I've been drippin' and ballin', I can't give up No, I ain't slippin' or fallin', that can't be us That can't be us That can't be us