tragedies make me patient you're on the list, an induction a sympathy, turn a blind eye, and the end of farce dirty cheap tears lonely night on a too big bed I'm still aroused your breath and heart tone gravity, your warmth and weight I hate myself masturbating again tragedies make me patient it's good for you my hair dyed black, suit and tie that makes me feel arrested for all my deceits despair come from hope I'll never hope now is the best moment you're the best, you're my everything and I'm masturbating again pull me out lonely night on a too big bed I'm still aroused my breath and heart tone eternally am I under gravity, a proof of absence? I'll wait, wait until there's no more deceit unprocessed body, clothes I love even if time is already gone that's what I really need pull me out