Down and Out I hit the poison I'm not proud about Some of my choices now Eva, I could never wear your crown I feel that I would only let you down Please, I pray, you get better But there's no hope in my mind Down and Out I hit the poison I'm not proud about Some of my choices now Eva, I could only watch you drown The fevers were enough to bring you down I pretend you got better Just for some peace of mind You will never have to know How much I've changed since you've been gone You'll never have to know that I was Down and out, you hit the poison and I'm... Down and Out I hit the poison I'm not proud about Some of my choices now Down and Out I hit the poison I'm not proud about Some of my choices now