I was 27 was surviving my return of Saturn A long vacation didn't sound so bad Was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting Running on empty so out of gas Thought I wasn't enough Found I wasn't so tough Layin' on the bathroom floor We were living on a fault line And I felt the fault was all mine Couldn't take it anymore By the grace of God There was no other way I picked myself back up I knew I had to stay I put foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror And decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up That way I thank my sister for keeping my head above the water When the truth was like swallowing sand Now every morning Oh there is no more mourning over Can finally see myself again I know I am enough Possible to be loved It was not about me Now I have to rise above Let the universe call the bluff Yeah the truth'll set you free By the grace of God There was no other way I picked myself back up I knew I had to stay I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror And decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up Oh that way that way no Not in the name In the name of love That way that way no I am not giving up By the grace of God I picked myself back up I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror Looked in the mirror Looked in the mirror Looked in the mirror By the grace of God There was no other way I picked myself back up I knew I had to stay I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror And decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up That way