I know you so well so well I mean I can do anything that he can I've been pretty I know you're somewhere somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on I don't wanna pretend there's something we're nothing I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold back I'm in pain I’m in pain wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been tripping 'bout some things can't change Suicidal same time I'm tame Picture this in bed get a phone call Girl that you f**ked with killed herself That was this summer and nobody helped And ever since then man I hate myself Wanna f**king end it Pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But ni**as been excited ‘bout the grave I'm digging Having conversations about my haste decisions F**king sickening At the same time memory surfaced through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot Post traumatic stress got me f**ked up Been f**ked up since a couple months they had a ni**a locked up I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same I'm so numb I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same I'm so numb I know you so well I know you well I mean I can do anything that he can I've been pretty