i wish you cheated

歌詞

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spendin' days just on my phone Wonderin' where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much, now my lungs got tired Thinkin' maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hate Oh-oh-oh-ooh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinkin' I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leavin' I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings So how do I move on When you did nothin' wrong? Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh Wish you did somethin' wrong Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh But you did nothin' wrong Know it's messed up, kinda bad (Oh, oh) But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb Damn it, who have I become? Oh-oh-oh-ohh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leavin' I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings So how do I move on When you did nothin' wrong? Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh Wish you did somethin' wrong Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh But you did nothin' wrong In the middle of the night I start to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life Oh-oh-oh, 'cause you're the best I had And I keep runnin' back like a goddamn fool tryna change your mind You were all mine Can't believe I Wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leavin' I wish you were the villain (Oh-ooh-woah) A psycho with no feelings (Oh-oh) So how do I move on (Oh-oh-oh) When you did nothin' wrong?