Bright sun rays pierce the room My vision blurs and I remember the past I was lonely, I was alone I stand here, paying the price of you I’m not who I used to be My wretched self in the mirror I’m not who I used to be The shattered pieces reflect my blood So much that I threw aside Is there any worth in a future only I can reach for? I’m scared of myself When I still have far to go I feel like it’s the end Where are we headed? Moving forward though we can’t see the future You’ve thrown aside so much Tell yourself why you did Look up and you can see the sky The clouds won’t leave us behind The clouds won’t leave us behind There’s nothing I can do Can’t even stand by myself Should I pretend it never happened? As though I’m dead? I’m scared of myself When I still have far to go I feel like I feel like it’s the end Where are we headed? Moving forward though we can’t see the future You’ve thrown aside so much Tell yourself why you did Look up and you can see the sky The clouds won’t leave us behind The clouds won’t leave us behind Fuckin’ move on from this nonsense I can’t breathe, my head’s a mess I don’t want to stand it anymore Fuckin’ move on from this nonsense I can’t breathe, my head’s a mess I don’t want to stand it anymore (Anymore) I can’t keep quiet forever You tell me I’ve changed (Tell me I’ve changed) But I’m moving further ahead than you Once it’s started, there’s no going back Don’t want to know the way home Trying to live strong day by day Yet those cold, long nights come back I’m struggling not to drown Once it’s started, there’s no going back Don’t want to know the way home Trying to live strong day by day Yet those cold, long nights come back I’m struggling not to drown (I’m struggling) To have lost and been left behind Even if we’re alone We are existing We are existing To have lost and been left behind Even if we’re alone We are existing We are existing