Lotus Flower I'm awake Enough to see my thoughts give way On my brain I’m erasing all the views I've seen Though our time has flied I’m such a mess Stay awake And talk to me Need your touch To stop the rain Sinking in my veins Don't mock me trying to break me My inner voice is deafening Can I be the man Knowing that I'll let you down? Ah Running in circles Falling to grey Go ahead and nail the old way I'm tearing down these pages to watch them Blown away There's nothing else For now Can you tell? I’m sick of all the bottles I take To feel solace Why’s it still the only way? Though our time has flied I’m such a mess Stay awake And talk to me Need your touch To stop the rain Sinking in my veins Don't mock me trying to break me My inner voice is deafening Can I be the man Knowing that I'll let you down? Ah Running in circles Falling to grey Go ahead and nail the old way I'm tearing down these pages to watch them Blown away There's nothing else For now (Blow my fucking brain!) Can you stay and hold me down Through the dread I can't hold back? Ah Running in circles Falling to grey Go ahead and nail the old way I'm tearing down these pages to watch them Blown away There's nothing else For now