sometimes i'd rather take a beating sometimes i'd rather take a punch i learn more when i am bleeding you knock me down but i get up sometimes i need to forgive you sometimes i want to destroy sometimes i know it was not your fault but i blame you anyway sometimes i don't like to quarrel sometimes i feel too afraid sometimes i know i'm not meant to do it i do it anyway sometimes i feel so jealous sometimes i feel insecure sometimes i feel like i vanished in thin air sometimes i feel i'm not here