Every word I say's frustrating I should try to just stop saying All the stupid anecdotes 'bout all the things I think I know But I would rather sit here waiting Ashamed to take my medication Looking through a lazy eye and call it all a weird fixation All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning Maybe I'm I'm not my friend Just someone stuck in a body Shame that I've Been hard to find But I tried to keep my promise I celebrate misinformation If I don't like the words I'm saying Practicing my affirmations Like I was told to do But what the fuck does it all mean To map intentions on a sheet And blame the person next to me Or the universe for hurting me All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning Maybe I'm I'm not my friend Just someone stuck in a body Shame that I've Been hard to find But I tried to keep my promise All I really know Is I don't wanna know What it is that I'm thinking So cover up my eyes Tell me that it's fine And hold me till the morning