True Blue

歌詞

Tommy True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue I tried to bite my tongue, I tried to bite my cum I tried to bite it down and hold it deep within, like that shit wouldn't ooze out Like who's out of the closet? She's not your typical cum deposit Used to daydream, used to think my mind's eye was really blue True blue, but it's brown It's always been brown Used to cry about it, why was I so much like my father? Used to lie about it, bleach my hair and sigh about it Channeling my inner me on the outside, still looking like you How can I defend something I've never read? How can I read you when your palms so sweaty? They slip through my life, so ready to be ready to leave you But I held on because I needed proof, yes, I loved you But what I knew of love was something only my childhood could produce I didn't know love, I knew abuse So your love felt good to me and even when I think about you I don't feel lonely, I don't want it back but I believe you I believe you, I believed what you knew And for that, I forgive you, I forgive you, I forgive what you knew True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue And I hope you know if there was a moment in time I see you out, I hope you look lighter, I hope you feel stronger If you fly, I'd wave you along, cheering my human brother You've come broken out of the shell Like a snake shedding the thick skin that only comes With some thick sin, some big wings, and some chosen kin Batter me with your battery, kiss on me with your olive branch I'll do the dance to get my chance to let you go To the point if we meet again, I've never met you before And therefore, we're just strangers in a perfect storm No longer connected, no longer unborn And if we meet then, I don't want you I just want you to know it's a beautiful thing That we went in and out of eclipsing True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, you was always true blue And I always was true to the true blue True blue, (true, true, true, true) And I always was true, (true, true) True blue, (true, true, true, true) And I always was true, (true, true) In the car back from Coachella, you told me what I needed to know then In my mind we were a novella, something forbidden that bent me back in I had PTSD, I had anxiety attacks I didn't know why when I saw her story, your shoes were in the corner of her laying back It's one of those stories anyways What really matters is that I shattered my perception to be close to you So now I know something forever that I'll never do When you're a little girl, they tell you you're in a little world They spell you into a little word, but I'm not that little I'm not that little, I'm not that little