I heard you on the phone, I had you in mind I've been on the run since you walked through the hallway Heard it all before, I don't even mind I'll do anything, pull me in and I'm far away You're right there But I won't say that I'm standing, I'm right here When I see you, I panic So scared of the way it might pan out Well, I don't want to say that this was hard,it was Trying not to stay, but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance I just wanna know what you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along Saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance I talked about it last night, thought I was fine Helped you pack your things, put your bags in the hallway Maybe in a past life, problems aside We could make it home, I'd hear you when you're calling You're right there But I won't say that I'm standing, I'm right here When I see you, I panic So scared of the way it might pan out Well, I don't want to say that this was hard, it was Trying not to stay, but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance I just wanna know what you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along Saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance I've been feeling so high on the way down Hope I get another chance, 'cause I know I wouldn't Wouldn't let you pass by, wouldn't even think twice Let you out of my mind, I don't even know why I've been feeling so high on the way down Said you treated me bad, 'cause you know I couldn't Mmm, you know I couldn't Well, I don't want to say that this was hard, it was Trying not to stay, but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance I just wanna know what you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along Saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance