Wide awake on the couch Don't what we're fightin' about This isn't the first time Said some things I didn't mean Acting like we're seventeen I hate making you cry Running out of times to apologize I need to love you better than this What am I doin'? One more slip and I'm gonna lose you I got to get my shit together and love you better, yeah Better before you change your mind and slam the front door Leave me behind And I think I'd hate myself forever I need to love you better than this 'Cause there's nothing better than this Swear to God I'll get it right Won't turn my best into a lie I'll pay more attention I don't want all of this To turn into what could've been A chance at redemption Running out of times to apologize I need to love you better than this What am I doin'? One more slip and I'm gonna lose you I got to get my shit together and love you better, yeah Better before you change your mind and slam the front door Leave me behind And I think I'd hate myself forever I need to love you better than this 'Cause there's nothing better than this Shadows on the ceiling Like I'm upside and feeling Like I don't even know me at all Waiting for permission To be everything I'm missing isn't the way I planned this at all I need to love you better than this What am I doin'? One more slip and I'm gonna lose you I got to get my shit together and love you better, yeah Better before you change your mind and slam the front door Leave me behind And I think I'd hate myself forever I need to love you better than this, oh, yeah 'Cause there's nothing better than this, no-no-no I wanna love you better than this, oh, yeah There's nothing better than this, no I need to love you better than this