Spent the winter pretendin′ I'm okay And I love a sinner ′cause they look the other way But I been goin' under, pretendin' that I′m okay I′m a girl of thunder, wishin' all the world away like Wine with dinner, I talk but I don′t say How I been feelin' How I been feelin′ about (hey!) All of these feelings or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin′ I'm dealin' without (hey!) But I ain′t feelin′ or do you want me out? (Ha!) Was it easy decidin' you′re not mine? Do you feel me? Do I ever cross your mind? And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all I don't deserve to find my footing just to fall, and Wine with dinner, I talk but I don′t say How I been feelin' How I been feelin′ about (hey!) All of these feelings Or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin' I′m dealin′ without (hey!) But I ain't feelin′ Or do you want me out? (Ha!) Now, voice, I don't need you to crack No tellin′ what you might say that I can't take back And I don′t think I can open up the door I'm afraid to give a voice to what I'm wanting for So I don′t, or I can′t, or I won't But it′s like I'm goin′ crazy thinkin' about, (mmm) How I been feelin′ How I been feelin' about (hey!) All of these feelings Or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin′ I′m dealin' without (hey!) But I ain′t feelin' Or do you want me out? (Ha!)