Is this my fate all along? No turning point, I think about it everyday How I don't belong with anyone Watching me come undone While pretending I'm someone I'm not This was the best excuse that I came up with When everybody's home but no one's answering The last time I'm reaching out Those wasted cries I made for help A past life reliving over again That night I knew it was all going to end Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me It's a recurring dream I'll take it out on myself Wish that I fucking mattered to somebody else Each lonely day and night, emptiness by my side It's testing me and my will to survive This was the best excuse that I came up with When everybody's home but no one's answering The last time I'm reaching out Those wasted cries I made for help A past life reliving over again That night I knew it was all going to end Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me It's a recurring dream A past life reliving over again That night I knew it was all going to end Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me It's a recurring dream A past life reliving over again That night I knew it was all going to end Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me It's a recurring dream