Digging through my piles Eight hundred pieces of paper I know your picture is here somewhere Pulling out the tiles I try to save you for later But your voice is only in the air I didn't have you So I had to make you up I didn't have you So I had to make you up I know I have ignored These instincts over and over Now's the time that it's your turn To turn me down Your number's nowhere around here I think that was disappearing ink I didn't have you So I tried to make you up I didn't have you So I had to make you up I couldn't find you Though I tried to look you up I couldn't have you So I tried to wake you up