I don't patronize, I realize I'm losing And this is my real life I'm half asleep and I am wide-awake This habit is always so hard to break I don't want to be the bad guy I've been blaming myself And I think you know why I'm killing time (I'm killing time) And time's killing you Every way that I do Did you say, "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else I'm under the gun Feel like the only one I just can't decide what I'm running from This isn't what I wanted But I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut It's not enough, it's never enough And I wish I could breathe Without getting it stuck Can't focus but I try it over and over again Did you say, "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like Did you say, "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I can't stay with someone else"? I can try and suck it up I just keep fucking up Because I want you all to myself "Please, just follow me I thought you wanted me Because I want you all to myself"? I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else