As far back as I can remember, the failure was always there It was the only real companion that I have ever had Not meant to live like this Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle, and I am being bled dry by my conviction I've spent my life trying to find my confidence, and found absolutely nothing Life is a lost cause Too weak to carry on I wish I'd never met who I once was Not meant to live like this Pursuing the love in all that I have lost, but I have left myself neglected, deserted from the start Longing for a chance to wander; a chance to chase my aspiration When you're devoid of feeling, you just do as your told Hatred is exhausting, but it's all I'll ever know