Little did I know You're my holiday The place where I escape To forget about how I don't see you enough To displace the rage Defuse the urge To throw it all away And become your slave I'll take you holiday Let's go holiday This is not a dark thought, Not from one who needs constant reassurance You give me the sword an the power To slay who I like And to be who I like And I will be the one for you, holiday Yes I will be the one for you, holiday Where do the arrows point? To my holiday Where do I feel the sun In my holiday Where does my heart start to beat? At the bridge to your eyes At the path to your scars At the sway of your diamond black ocean I feel this serene When I let myself go And give up all control And my worn-out desire To be free.