Tell me straight up Do I look happy to you? I'm barely able to keep my life in the balance It's easy to find luck a tarent Silent films speak louder than my words and change colors of my world now I'm thinking silly things again I know you wanna say "No pain No gain" la la love all you need is love I don't anybody's love the warmth is all I need I feel so numb I hate myself straight go down hell staring at the bottom of heaven all I can do everything is screwed I lost the map to locate haven so I'm crying out but the clock's still tickikg down like he says "hey stand up hey stand up This life is beautiful" again. I wonder if I was a perfect guy with martial spilit and healthy smile I'm just ordinary persons have got no averations to someone else heroic reason I lied to my mom yesterday and I lied to my friends today I can't help but show myself in the best light not to be betrayed la la love all you need is love say you need somebody's love Before you get numb I hate myself straight go down hell staring at the bottom of heaven all I can do everything is screwed I lost the map to locate haven so I'm crying out but the clock's still tickikg down like he says "hey stand up hey stand up This life is beautiful" again. I'm going back going back, back to being myself again. If I could confess everything in this chest. I'd become empty but there is something that should be left. I tried. I'm trying and I'll try to but there's no going back I'm tired of lying I hate myself straight go down hell staring at the bottom of heaven all I can do everything is screwed I lost the map to locate haven so I'm crying out but the clock's still tickikg down like he says "hey stand up hey stand up This life is beautiful" again. say "life is beautiful" again (hey ho)"this life is beautiful" again I hate myself straight down to hell staring at the bottom of heaven is all I can do. "the life is beautiful to you