Sailor Boy

歌詞

As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it. She craves confusion, I aid her delusion. The sailor boy, her sailor boy. A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin. Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within. Oh - oh. It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say. How insecurity works out this way. The bigger my sins, more she wants me. The bigger my lies, more she gives to me. I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles. There's annihilation here, the love I defile. I lose my need for her, lose my feelings. Lose myself in this puddle of drugs. In our ship, she patches the holes. I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control. Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below. Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold. Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck. Now I cannot abandon this wreck.