what more do you want from me? some sort of apology? well I promise that forgiveness is the most you'll get. and what I demand of you is to put up or shut up. so make your decision, but remember-you can't kill us all. I know you don't know what you say but I don't feel any safer from you. hate is too easy and we'll both find a way to be right. no matter how far a stretch. and even now i've all but forgotten what we're fighting for. to end something or to begin it? I don't even know why I care to continue. old habits die hard I guess. but we don't. and the threats are still made. i'll kill you. even though turning away seems safer. I want to be in the middle. I want to go for the jugular. but I don't remember why. was it to start something or to end it? I know why I continue. I do it all for them. for her I can be an influence and for them a backbone. to end the old and begin a new age of compromise and clear thinking.