You claim that all I can do Is to see us fall apart Like a brick that never joined the wall I refuse to even start Tell me why, oh why was I born this way With feelings from this heart I'll never dare to say - I love you So go ahead, you start. Let's see who has the most wicked mind, the most fucked up toughts. Bring it on, I'm not scared. Let's play. If everything goes the way I want, you won't be around for very long. And neither will I. The big question here is - who will understand? And who will remember us for who we really were? You claim the problems of the world is nothing in compare to the problems I create and the peace that I declare I fear my life will break me down so slowly The winter, summer, spring and fall, I waited for my love to call You never to chose to say goodbye without a chance to tell me why Now I disappear You say the antidote of pain is the parody of life I'm so sick of never reaching goals but still you wanna try The world has built with nothing but illusions In winter, summer, spring and fall, I waited for my love to call You never to chose to say goodbye without a chance to tell me why Now I disappear I cannot keep this dream alive I guess it died before I tried Now I disappear Without no fear I'm taking steps, steps on another road Steps to another world 1 step to numb the pain 1 step to ignore the masses 1 step to avoid the norm 1 step to destroy the chaos 1 step to drain the lies 1 step to forget everything about you 1 step to clear all evidence 1 step to find shelter And 1 final step to nothingness Now I am prepared to control the air so let me break horizons I will not be scared, for the world to share : Remember me for who I was this day