I don't know what I want when I get like this And I know I'm pushing my luck More than a little bit I feel myself going to the wall Over something that doesn't matter at all I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this Sometimes I push on the walls Just to see where they are Sometimes I'll take a position and I'll push it too far I feel myself being unfair Pushed by some unfinished business somewhere I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this (I get like this) I see the disappointment in your face (And when I get like this) You're here with me but I'm some other place (And when I get like this) It's another side of self that doesn't serve me well I'm so sorry you had to see me when I get like this Oh I'm so sorry you had to see me when I get like this There is an on going struggle and it get's out of hand Between who I wish I was and who I really am And who is the one you chose And are you having second thoughts now you've Got this close I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this (I get like this) I see the disappointment in your face (And when I get like this) You're here with me but I'm some other place (And when I get like this) It's another side of self that doesn't serve me well I'm so sorry you that had to see me when I get like this Oh I never wanted you to see me when I get like this