I spent my whole life dreaming up Some perfect world, but now I'm stuck These words I sing for the ones I love Draw a line that define the best in us With every note and every page I'm cleaning up each mess I make Is there some way for me to prove that I won't bring out the worst in you? Can anyone else relate? I should be happy but I'm not Is there a way to make it stop? It won't go away, it keeps haunting me As colors fade, I start to change I only have myself to blame, 'cause I should be happy but I'm not Can anyone else relate? I saw the light when I was young I always knew that I would be someone But I fall short and I fucked things up And now I'm paying for the things I've done I can't escape the feeling Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away Could better off alone, might be better on my own But I know I'm not okay 'cause... I should be happy but I'm not Is there a way to make it stop? It won't go away, it keeps haunting me As colors fade, I start to change I only have myself to blame, 'cause I should be happy but I'm not Can anyone else relate? Can't escape the feeling Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away Might be better off alone I'd be better on my own But no I'm not okay I'm not okay As colors fade, I start to change I only have myself to blame As colors fade, I start to change I only have myself to blame I should be happy but I'm not Is there a way to make it stop? (Just make it stop) I should be happy but I'm not Is there a way to make it stop? It won't go away, it keeps haunting me As colors fade, I start to change I only have myself to blame, 'cause I should be happy but I'm not I should be happy but I'm not So kill the pain and make it stop Can anyone else relate? Can anyone else relate? Can anyone else relate? Just make it stop