Nowadays I lie awake Spend my nights talking to my ceiling Keep to myself I've always felt outnumbered Spin my head around I keep wondering who's out to get me Cut my ties Live my life in circles Nowadays I look over my shoulder Paranoia eating at my mind I don't know if I can take it much longer Fighting and no one's on my side To say how I've lost my way out Nowadays I look over my shoulder Fighting but no one's on my side It's safe to say I can't relate Learned to hide in crowded places Turn off my phone Never know where to find me There's a price to pay I can never seem to learn my lesson Spend my time even though I can't afford it Nowadays I look over my shoulder Paranoia eating at my mind I don't know if I can take it much longer Fighting and no one's on my side To say how I've lost my way out Nowadays I look over my shoulder Fighting but no one's on my side Fighting but no one's on my side I can't do this alone Nowadays I look over my shoulder Paranoia eating at my mind I don't know if I can take it much longer Fighting and no one's on my side To say how I've lost my way out Nowadays I look over my shoulder Fighting but no one's on my side Nowadays I lie awake Spend my nights talking to my ceiling Keep to myself I've always felt outnumbered Spin my head around I keep wondering who's out to get me Cut my ties Live my life in circles