I don't remember when I got cold it was when he would lay into me Told that your worthless from five years old Is it part of your destiny He's standing next to me I cannot breath When will I have the guts to leave? chorus: Run away from all that is sacred Escaping the shadows over me Run away You'll never make it It's al that a child believes I don't remember when I felt warm I was never quite good enough I only wanted the simple things like being told you were loved he's still supporing me but where's the faith Looking in his eyes I sense his hate repeat chorus I never cry for sadness I cut off from the pain I won't forget your madness but I'll forgive you anyway but I'll forgive you anyway He's standing next to me I cannot breath When will I have the guts to leave repeat chorus