This is how I feel

歌詞

8 am like any other days get up from my bed ready to quit my life but there's something I gotta do to make the world a better place it's hard to live by myself but I have no time to care for someone else but I want someone so I can share my life and happiness I'm another sad and lonely life on earth I wish I could change myself make more friends and love this life but in reality I'm vulnerable what I see is my ugly imperfections I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can't stop me I just wanted you to know this is how I feel shame and tears were my only friends until you came and touched my heart how did you see someone invisible how are you still holding my hand I wish I could change myself but you tell me to trust in you and I still see my ugly imperfections but now I see is more of you and less of me I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can't stop me I just wanted you to know this is how I feel all the world is changing they say it's just the beginning surging over me like an angry ocean wave I get behind the line again to get my life back again this is my life this is how I feel I wanna be hot or cold not in between I wanna say what I wanna say withhold nothing I wanna go live my life you can stay with me I just wanted you to know this is how I feel this is how I feel this is how I feel this is how I feel this is how I feel this is how I feel