I tried to be the one that everybody loved Where has the gotten me? I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone That I could never be Now these unsightly marks define me So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss I'm sick My father taught me first-hand how to be set free Give up and run away I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me But I'd still have his face I curse reflections every day So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss Here is my own family tradition Following footsteps into addiction So is there a way that I can Find peace while still numbing my pain? Is this my fate? 'Cause your only son Still can't seem to find his way So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss So Father, where the hell are you now? I think that you would be proud Your son who so unluckily Fell right next to the tree I hope you're proud of me I hope you're proud