Future's Shadow

歌詞

Staring at my phone at 2 AM again Scrolling through scenarios that haven't happened yet What if you don't call, what if this all falls apart What if I'm just building castles made of cards Coffee getting cold while I rehearse the lines Of conversations that exist inside my mind Should I say this, should I say that Always second-guessing where we're at I keep on living in a world that doesn't exist Writing stories with a ending I might miss I'm future's shadow, haunting days that haven't come Dancing with echoes of things I haven't done Spinning in circles of maybe and what-if Can't find my way back to the moment I'm in Future's shadow, that's all I've become Future's shadow Planning out our future on a Pinterest board Picking out the flowers for a love that's still unsure What if you don't stay, what if this is just for now What if all these dreams just let me down Friends keep saying "girl, just take it day by day" But my mind's already three months away Should I hold tight, should I let go There's so much I don't know I keep on living in a world that doesn't exist Writing stories with an ending I might miss I'm tomorrow's ghost, haunting days that haven't come Dancing with shadows of things I haven't done Spinning in circles of maybe and what-if Can't find my way back to the moment I'm in Tomorrow's ghost, that's all I've become Tomorrow's ghost Maybe I should close my eyes Stop trying to see through time The only truth I know for sure Is right here, right now with you Right here, right now will do I don't wanna be future's shadow, haunting days that haven't come Dancing with echoes of things I haven't done I'm done spinning in circles of maybe and what-if I'm finding my way back to the moment I'm in No more being future's shadow I'm right here, right now Not future's shadow Putting down my phone, letting morning in Today's the only day I'm gonna live