Maybe you died cuz everybody ask me where you at I try to channel you in hopes that I could stare you back But its like every intersection we just missed eachotha You got your fans waitin tell me you ain't 6 feet under And tell me that you coming back that you just to a break Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge Cuz it was you who talked me down from jumpin off the ledge Your earings bamboo your long nails too Your BMW everytime you came through You was the braveheart You stole wayne heart You never switched it up You played the same part But I needed to grow And I needed to know That there were somethings inside of me that I need to show So I just deaded you Left you in all black But damn old nicki Please call back You told me you'd come when I needed you And you said it so sweetly I really knew But I'm standing here calling I cant see you But I am holding you holding you holding you to that Yo did I chase the glitz and glamour Money fame and power Cuz if so that will forever go down my lamest hour I shoulda kept you with me gettin at them nameless cowards There was no match for you couldn't defeat your prowess I had to make them changes I hope you understood You see for every bad I did a ton of good But you was underground and I was mainstream I live the life now that we would daydream My only wish is you come enjoy it with me Get on them conference calls go meet them lawyers with me The money came yea tripled and quadrupled it But I still miss us when we was on some stupid shit But its still fuck the media They ridiculed you never believed in ya They just deaded you Left you in all black But dear old nicki Please call back You told me you'd come when I needed you And you said it so sweetly I really knew But I'm standing here calling I cant see you But I am holding you holding you holding you to that And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you Oh yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you To that And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you Oh yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you To that