Am I allowed to feel this low When I haven’t seen the world implode But I still feel it all in my bones Everytime I accept defeat I’m just a small town girl tryna live out her fantasies Patience written on my face Still I’m struggling to keep up with the pace So why do I even try Should I just accept defeat But somehow I’m still kneeling into conceit Hold on to the reason that you stayed We’re still picking up from yesterday Hold on to the chase I’m runnin late Said I’ll meet you at a different place Unshakable desires so innate So I made a list Of the things I grew to hate But will I ever learn Does it hurt to never change I’ve crossed out pages But I’m still afraid There’s something about you I just can’t understand Is it weird though I try to I could never forget Does it make it any easier for us to pretend Is it weird though I want to I could never