Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night Take me far away from home Heading for the only exit in my mind About to loose control Locking up myself in my mind Losing every senses I am heartless I'm the enemy behind the curtains I don't want to be here alone I just don't know where to go Everything I want is useless All the things I always had now priceless And the world is getting dark&honest To illuminate a few stars Only unconditional love Say good bye from the other side Counting down to fall fall Say hello to my new life In the darkest night (I'm dreaming) Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night Take me far away from home Heading for the only exit in my mind About to loose control What are you living for? What are you dying for? I won't stay up for any longer I'm breaking down the Heaven's Door I maybe subliminal but don't wanna hold back I'm always sentimental to get your attention The doctor telling me nothing for my condition I don't need any help I only need ambition I want to stop this hurricane Tearing apart my heart again I need a shelter for the pain Under the radar From all the haters Say good bye from the other side Counting down to fall fall Say hello to my new life In the darkest night (I'm dreaming) Heaven's Door in the shadow of the night Take me far away from home Heading for the only exit in my mind About to loose control What are you living for? What are you dying for? I won't stay up for any longer I'm breaking down the Heaven's Door Cry inside die inside Makes me feel alive tonight If I don't I'll go numb Let's turn off the lights tonight I don't wanna fade out Wanna shine more brighter Hide and seek with answers Still I'm stuck finding my way