Looking back to my life I've realized. Looking back to my life sadly I've realized I saw the pictures of what I really am I saw a man turn off the lives of other men But I don't want to be that man. I saw him giving pain, killin' the human scum Living in darkness and without a trace I saw him doing bad, unspeakable things I want to be another man. In my mind too many nightmares Nightmares of blood The blood of my mother In my mind too many memories Memories of blood Which changed my life. Looking my life today, yes, everything is so clear I am! I am that dark man! And I will be forever and ever Until the end of my days.