This is not the best road I know it, I knew it i was told Over and over again my hand will be made To do what it cant and be played It wasnt worth my breath What might I have left? And I lie awake for something Of reassurance and comforting Tones that make my eyes heavy And make my heart heavy And make my eyes heavy And make my hand heavy "What do i actually think about The last 10 minutes before I rest?" Everything that i've missed Everything on my long list Everything i've decided for and against And the doubt ive always sensed It weighs my body down So i allow myself to sink Into the ground