I wanna go back, forget that it's over Paint it in black When you left me alone I never knew She was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with And I can't go back to her anymore no You tell me you were happier with him But you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks No I can't lift the weight Put you in the past Try to forget you 'cause it's over And every time you ask I'll pretend I'm okay You're inside my head In the middle of the night When I don't feel right I dream I can hold you And I can't go back to you anymore Yeah yeah You tell me you were happier with him But you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks But I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weight No I can't lift the weight Yeah you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks I can't lift the weight No I can't lift the weight Yeah you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks I can't lift the weight No I can't lift the weight Yeah you lower your standards and I raise the stakes Can't lift the weight No I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier with him But you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks But I can't lift the weight and I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier with him But you want me to stay And you told me that you needed time but you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, you say someday you will change But I don't want to wait