The Cheapest Thrill

歌詞

I was a teenager, delusional With such an awkward build That's why the first time she sent me a look I swore she was my world A week later, got cheated on A pay-by-hour hotel I guess she thought that's what my future's worth A twenty dollar bill I damn the world, shooting fire from my eyes But behind them I was burning Now I'm the lie I'm the cheapest thrill I'm the cheapest thrill And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill And I can barely stand myself Clearly I was crazy The first to give advice Played it up like I was noble But I was feeding my own pride The lengths I'd go for a fix Tacky charm got me far Must have hurt so many feelings While stabbing my own heart I damn the world, shooting fire from my eyes But behind them I was burning Now I'm the lie I'm the cheapest thrill I'm the cheapest thrill And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill And I can barely stand myself Suddenly I can see through my own eyes again But I don't like what I'm feeling You can't help your thoughts But you can change your actions If I don't I'll be consumed Now I'm the cheapest thrill I'm the cheapest thrill And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill And I can barely stand myself I know now I'm not going back I know my own worth now (And I can barely stand myself) I know now I'm not going back I know my own worth now (And I can barely stand myself) I know now I'm not going back I know my own worth now (I'm the cheapest thrill) I'm the cheapest thrill