Don't nobody tell me That God don't have a sense of humor 'Cause now that I want to live Well, everybody around me is dyin' Now that I finally wanna live The ones I love are dyin' Becoming friends with a noose that I made And I keep trying to untie it Make it into something useful Or maybe hang it through a window pane Turn it into a fire escape It tastes so bitter On my tongue The truth's a killer But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone You don't remember My name somedays or That we're related It triggers my worry Who else am I gonna lose before I am ready And who's gonna lose me It tastes so bitter On my tongue The truth's a killer But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it a- If you know love You best prepare to grieve Let it into your open heart and Then prepare to let it leave It tastes so bitter The truth's a killer But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it alone But I can't leave it a- But I can't leave it a-