Why won't everyone just forget about it? I left a trail of blood with love not violence And I don't deserve anything you're providing I am cold, leave me alone I tip-toe corners these days, always hiding My mind, it swallows whole every last distraction And all that I'm left with are a million questions Like "have you grown cold?" "Are you fucking miserable?" I just can't listen to sad songs anymore I get fucking bored Jealous of friendships that I can't abide by Jealous of this sinking ship Watch the water swallow all of us whole This time I swear it's over Jump in with your lungs wide open Haven't you heard cynics never recover? There are words that I can't even breathe And those are the ones I've been dying to scream Still jealous of friendships I can't abide by And we'll watch this sinking ship And the water swallow all of us whole This time I swear it's over Jump in with your lungs wide open Cynics never fucking recover Spit on the stories you've been told Cause now you're so much older It's clear you've forgotten all about this I don't think I'll ever recover