There's a shadow inside my head Drowns the moon when I go to bed Tells me I won't wake up alive So I just don't sleep at night Instead, I flex the hobby kit Build a world I see better fit Model trains, model villages Pretend these nights were different It's spinning through me like a swarm of bees And sending my mind into mutiny I see my villagers in their homes Sound asleep with their curtains closed So I whisper into their ears And force them awake with my fears It's spinning through me like a swarm of bees And sending my mind into mutiny Nobody is free from the tapestry That they weave through their own minds It's spinning through me like a swarm of bees And sending my mind into mutiny Nobody is free from the tapestry they weave inside So when I cover the loom that I weaponize I feel the pull slip There's a shadow inside my head Drowns the moon when I go to bed Tells me I won't wake up alive Strangles me when I close my eyes