Sunrise paints the window, but we're living in the dark You trace the faded lines I have etched around my heart Told myself this morning that I’d finally walk away But the scent of your ambition makes me beg for you to stay I know the script, I've read the book, I've seen this play before Still, I'm waiting in the wings for you to walk right through my door And oh, my common sense is screaming, running for the hills But my foolish heart is racing for the cheap and easy thrills This is our toxic symphony, a beautiful disaster Playing on a loop and everything is spinning faster You're the poison I keep drinking, thinking I'll be cured somehow It's a beautiful catastrophe, and I'm taking my final bow But the music never stops, it just gets louder in my head Wishing I could hate you, but I'm loving this instead Oh-oh-oh, this devastation Oh-oh-oh, sweet ruination You build me up with pretty words like I'm a work of art Then you take a hammer to the most important part I collect the broken pieces, thinking "this will be the last" But your shadow is a comfort, a ghost from my own past We're a masterpiece of madness, a perfectly flawed design And the tragedy is knowing that you'll never be all mine And oh, my sanity is fading, a whisper in the breeze But you pull me back so easily, bring me to my knees This is our toxic symphony, a beautiful disaster Playing on a loop and everything is spinning faster You're the poison I keep drinking, thinking I'll be cured somehow It's a beautiful catastrophe, and I'm taking my final bow But the music never stops, it just gets louder in my head Wishing I could hate you, but I'm loving this instead Maybe I'm addicted to the fire in the fight Maybe I feel safest when nothing feels quite right You're the lesson I refuse to learn, the fever I embrace A chaotic, perfect rhythm I can't ever replace This is our toxic symphony, a beautiful disaster Playing on a loop and everything is spinning faster You're the poison I keep drinking, thinking I'll be cured somehow It's a beautiful catastrophe, and I'm taking my final bow But the music never stops, it just gets louder in my head Wishing I could hate you, but I'm loving this instead Our toxic symphony Oh-oh-oh, sweet ruination The beautiful disaster Yeah, I'm loving this instead
