All the sweet ways you made it unfair Did you ever stop to think I was right there? Nothing was all I had And I split it every way so you could have half Oh the freeze frames my mind could take Every memory we've ever made Was far enough To remind me what was us Am I allowed to fall apart disintegrate it's all my fault When all the sparks are not the fire Am I allowed to build it up and burn it down all the dust Without the sparks 'cause I'm the fire What's the difference That all my decisions skip around religion All my vision blurry I'm in a hurry to be living I twist the truth around fiction picture politicians Kissing babies while I'm pitching 180 I could fly away I could fly Am I allowed to fall apart disintegrate it's all my fault When all the sparks are not the fire Am I allowed to build it up and burn it down all the dust Without the sparks 'cause I'm the fire